When I Fall In Love

When I fall in love
It will be forever, or I'II never fall in love.
In a restless world like this is, love is ended before it's begun,
and too many moonlight kisses seem to cool in the warmth of the sun.

When i give my heart it will be completely,
or I'II never give my heart, and the moment i can feel that you feel that way too,
is when I fall in love with you.

Words (Edward Heyman)
Music (Victor Young)

Christmas

How time flies, Christmas is round the corner and soon will also usher the new year.
Was pleasantly surprised when one of my school's student Dawn, asked her son to pass me some christmas decorations for the school yesterday.
It was thoughtful of her. Am touched by her kind gesture.
Thank you Dawn.

Fo the past couple of years, i used to look forward to Christmas but i guess i no longer have this thought now after what had happened recently and for the past few months.
However, i am fervently looking forward to 29 Dec whereby i shall be baptise and 'officially' become the son of GOD.

My recently weekend Encounter room mate who has also been baptised last weekend will be the only one who told me that he will try to come to 'support' me. It will be a quiet affair but no doubt be very very meaningful and marks another new beginning in my life.
It will surely be wonderful if .............................(sigh) Nothing is perfect.

Hands

Just like the coin which is two sided eg head or tail, the hand is also '2 sided'. What are the differences between the two? One is a living thing while the other is not (if i may say). No matter how you throw the coin, it will never feel the pain but the hand is different. One will feel the pain no matter which part you hit it (eg palm), both are also fresh and blood.

Lately i have been using this example of the 'hand' to a dear & close friend, and many times too.
Reckon it to be zero sum gain. It will not be a win win situation. There is a trade off.
What is right may be wrong and what's wrong may be right. Perhaps one will never find out the answer as we can't do two things at the same time.

It's always painful to give up something we love and yearn but it may caused more hurt and harm if we don't give them up. There is this saying, "on one hand ..........while on the other hand ........"
Have to and must give up someone i treasure lately which i believe is a right thing to do no matter how sad, painful, tough......... is it. Now it leaves time to heal the wound and pray to GOD for HIS ever great mercy, wisdom and grace.

I keep thinking, how come things never have a good ending. Have i done too little? Have i done wrong? Is this GOD"s will?
Should i follow the heart or mind?
Guess, there will NEVER be an answer except from the LORD

I have been telling my dear friend, no matter which side of the hand is hit, it will be painful, just that the extend of it (pain) is different.
Maybe in years to come, while looking back, one will 'know' the sacrifice been made or done is worthty.

Meantime, will continue to pray to ask for direction from GOD

Mission

For Us, HE Came and Accomplished The Mission.

That was what GOD did for all of us - HE sent Jesus.

"I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."
(John 14 : 6)

Jesus became humanity to set in place the Father's original plan of eternal life for mankind.

"I tell you the truth, whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life and will not be condemned; he has crossed over from death to life." (John 5:24)

It was a difficult plan - one that would cost Jesus HIS life. But HE fulfilled it.

"Father, if you are willing, take this cup from me; yet not my will, but yours be done."
(Luke 22:42)

Jesus completed the mission on the cross - HIS mission objectives accomplished. Many have found eternal life.
I am looking for it, hopefully will find it someday.